fragmented (lip gloss on the door)

and then in the time | democracy a joke | and then the heartbreak | groceries | and then he lied all the time, is a liar, lies | bills | and then the world washes over | bad news | too much to do | and then lost | time passes | what? | and then no anger, the dog a distance | fever | and then | who | and then | who | and then | my instincts to reject | and then second-guessing, or second-guessing the second-guessing | he was no good | should have left long before | the decades passed | the past

and then here looking | self | self | who | self | who | why | dinner time